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Mar. 6th, 2008 | 08:10 pm

i can't stop puking, throwdown is in like a day, i've had this headache for the whole intire day, i never wanna drink again, bens bringing me soup & were gonna watch a movie, i had to take off of work today because i'm too sick to go in, my hoodie came, i feel bad because i promised ryan we'd hang tonight since we haven't in a while & now i can't because my mother wont let me leave anywhere. my phone ran out of service i have to refill it tomorrow & hopefully i get my paycheck on saturday. my dad's totally going to flip a shit when he sees my moms credit card bill & that we spent like 80 bucks on red lobster.

well bens here, i'll update later.
baaai

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Feb. 9th, 2008 | 09:03 pm

I DONT WANT TO JINX ANYTHING SO IM KEEPING MY LIL MOUTH SHUT :x

i got a job, i was suppose to start training today. well the manager said he would call me tonight if he wanted me to come in becos he wasnt sure if it was going to be good night for it. but hopefully i actually did get it and he's not one of those managers that says their gonna call you back and then just never do..


hmmm tonight has been one of the first nights in a few that i actually am just sitting home not really doing much, i kindof like it. it gives me sometime to myself :)

i want to go to the beach, or i atleast want a nice sunny day to come so i can tan :).

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Feb. 7th, 2008 | 05:53 pm

im hanging out with jill alot athough i do miss sammii and i do miss chris becos he and i arent the same anymore. i try to text him as much as possible but most of the time he doesnt respond. i guess things are going downhill and i need to accept it. bryan and i have been hanging out quite a bit :) i like it.

someone stole my debit card, or maybe i left it somewhere idk. but it's gone >.< o well?!

tonight im hot tubbin' with sammii and alex. i bought a new bathing suit im excited to wear it hahah it's just all white and its a regular bathing suit but whatever haha whites the shit. :*

bye.

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o hi!

Jan. 11th, 2008 | 05:50 pm
mood: blahblah

i guess everything is fine..
i kind of wish chris and i were a bit closer, like i thought we would be. but whatever.
it's so funny when people say "aren't you little lauren?" hahah.
i'm not little at all..

i lost 3lbs lol!

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Dec. 29th, 2007 | 04:39 pm

everything is so fucking wonderful lately hahaha i love itttt.

lately i haven't done that much. hugnout with sammii for like the past week. today i was suppose to wash ryans car with him but i guess were not??! and tomorrow i mgiht be going to the beach with jilllll. i'm almost certain we are but she said she hasn't been feeling well lately, and neither have i. so i dunno. i've been sick for like the past 2 weeks, and it's crazy.

hangout with chris either tomorrow or sunday. im sikedddd<3
snugglefest2k8, scarey movies, car snuggles, kissing at red lights, rice crispy treats, scoopy snacks, i am legend (again for me), and more.

way to be real fucking exciting!
<33333333333333.

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Dec. 18th, 2007 | 01:10 pm
mood: blahblah

i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know. i don't know.

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Dec. 16th, 2007 | 12:07 am
mood: blahblah

I have a feeling this is going to be the loneliest christmas I've had in years.
I've had a boy on christmas for the past few years. I'm sad.
What a depressing entry.

I've been listening to this christmas song by the maine all night.
It makes me even more sad.

"ho-ho-hopefully this holiday will make us believe that, we're exactly where were supposed to be. and were ho-ho-hoping that, we'll all come back and as a matter of fact i know we're exactly where we're supposed to be...together by the christmas tree. baby i want you alone."

I don't know what to think right now.
I'm going to hate this entry in about an hour.

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Dec. 12th, 2007 | 05:30 pm
mood: sicksick

it's so weird to think that 2&1/2 months ago bryan and i couldn't get enough of eachother.
and now we don't even talk anymore. i'm doing pretty well with this whole thing, though.
i'm surprised...

this song makes me cry fuckkk.
i think i need a good cry though. i haven't had one in like a fucking month hahaha.

hangin' with hector on friday. i'm stoked. he's fucking cute as hell.

i wish i could find someone i really like, someone worth my time.
or maybe just a really good friend, cause that'd be nice too!

"I like serious relationships and a girl like me don't stay single for long. 'Cuz everytime a boyfriend and I break-up, my world is crushed and I'm all alone, The love bug crawls right back up and bites me. And I'm back"

so good, so trueee.

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Dec. 11th, 2007 | 01:53 am
mood: energetichappy as fuck.
music: mayday<33333.

i think this is the happiest i've been in the last 2 months, maybe.
and i have no fucking clue why. i love it though.



hungout with nilly today, then jill came over. then i put up more decorations. was gonna hang with ryan but didn't, took 417 pictures today and i've been in the greatest mood ever. OH, and i'm eating watermelon as well. life couldn't get any fucking better hahaha.

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Dec. 8th, 2007 | 01:05 pm
mood: goodgood

i just realized how much of an idiot bryan is for losing me LOL.
it's going to be hella hard for him to find someone who loved him like i loved him.
he ran away from the one who loved him best and that's just dumb.
g00dluck~


i've noticed it doesn't get to me now like it would have a week ago.
and right now i also don't think i like anyone at the moment.
just little crushes and it's a good thing. :}
as much as i want a boifriend, i'm taking my time to find one.
i'm a little scared to start a new relationship now though, and that's really fucking sucky.

i want a relationship like cesar and kelly.
or like jamie and val.
or like my last one, without the shitty ending.

this song by paramore (ew pukes) is actually really cute.

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